Our ultrasound showed no baby.
They said there is no hope. They drew another beta, and in some ways I want it to just have dropped so I know and there's closure. They couldn't even see a gestational sac so they are leaning toward ectopic but no one knows for sure. We are beyond sick. Devastated doesn't even come close to describing how we feel.
I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard when you finally get pregnant and graduate to this point, then have it taken away from you. Please know you are in my thoughts. I promise it will get better over time, but you will need time.
ReplyDeleteOh I am so sorry. Prayers are with you during this fifficult time.
ReplyDeleteOh Liz...there are no words. I have been thru this same pain twice. My 1st FET resulted in a negative beta and my 2nd FET resulted in a weak positive and very early miscarriage. It was my 3rd FET that resulted in our twins. I'm just so sorry that you are having to go thru this. I prayed for you, dear one. (Hugs)
ReplyDeleteI am crying as I read this. I am so very sorry. Please know that I am lifting you both up in prayer right now. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry! This is such a difficult thing to go through. Take some comfort in knowing that you will see this child again one day in Heaven.
ReplyDeleteMy prayers are with you!
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Praying for you.
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Oh Liz! I'm just so so sorry. I just don't understand why this happens to such wonderful people. Cry, get angry, scream, break shit...take it one day, one minute at a time. But know you've got a lot of people praying, willing to listen, and who are angry and sad right along with you. ((((HUGS))))
ReplyDeleteI am so so sorry for your loss. It is so unfair how difficult it is for some of us on this road to parenting. I have had three losses and I know how deep and unexpected the pain can be. Sending you healing thoughts. Please be gentle with yourselves in these coming days.
ReplyDeleteOh, Liz... My heart sank when I read your post. I'll be praying for you. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear this Liz. I know this pain and my heart is hurting for you both.
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Liz I am so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine hoe devestated you must be. Please know that I will be thinking about you and we will be here when you are reading to blog about it. Please take care of yourself the best you can
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for your loss! Hugs to you! I hope someday This will all makes since. I wish you peace while you mourn your loss.
ReplyDeleteOh, honey, I am so sorry. Thoughts are with you.
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